Mirror
1 am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
"Whatever I see I
swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by
love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only
truthful--
The eye of a little god,
four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditate
on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles.
I have looked at it so long
I think it is a part of my
heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate
us over and over.
Now I am a lake. A woman
bends over me,
Searching my reaches for
what she really is.
Then she turns to those
liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect
it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears
and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face
that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a
young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after
day, like a terrible fish.
23 October 1961